to love and to be loved

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 16:38:59 GMT

its been forever and a half since ive posted in here. so much is new but i cant catch you up.
i hate the following:
school
sluts
money (or lack thereof)
annoying people
people who brag about shit that isnt to be bragged about
the list goes on, but whatever
i have 2394788487 options for saturday night but i dunno what to do
what should i do saturday? call my cell everyone.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 20:15:51 GMT

i havent posted in here in a while
ummm....penis

friend me on myspace

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 19:43:10 GMT

if anyone has pics of fashion mullets comment and post them or email them to me or DIE

ourdesires@aol.com

thnx

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 19:47:21 GMT

who the motherfuck wants to come play laser tag with me jason christie and dan?!?!?!
PS. the new and improved dan* NOW WITH A LICENSE!

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 20:58:27 GMT

deeeeeeeeear everyone--
today it was cold out, i wore my old men's courduroy(sp?!) pants and a gray turtleneck and went to everyone in my neighborhood's yardsales (while listening to minus the bear) and got 7 cassettes for free. it was hot. actually, it was freezing. but i loved it. i love cold weather. days like this make me so happy. i dont know why. im excited for winter. im excited for october 3rd..well..potentially excited, who knows yet. :-\. ive been in this weird-upset mood today..maybe because its cold..who knows. but i cant get some people's words out of my head and its really been bothering me. i've been having doubts but theyre doubts that i dont want to be in my head. bah. whatever. ill stop. anyway, what should i do this weekend?......................................................................................................................thnx.

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 22:02:33 GMT

school isnt that bad. this weekend was a lot of fun. phoenixville shows are the best places to pick on people. jason jumped off my back onto people. funny. im so tired, i ahve the worst headache ever, and im not even trying to correct my grammar/typing errors. lauren and i smooched. christie and i cried together and it was beautiful, its good to have someone you can share your life with and they actually care. lilac. i had a bad dream last night. THANKS FOR HANGING OUT WITH ME JON NILES YOU BIG FAT JERK!..yea. i second dans last entry, if you dont want to get hit, move yo fat ASS. thnx. the train station was ok, it was good to see people especially lauren and all my conestoga BOIZZ. i love them. someone tell those jerks to call me. thnx.

grange this weekend. yeah. who wants to come overrrrrrrr?

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 23:37:35 GMT

this summer in

in chronological order. bitches.

girls night volume 2

<33

claude and daniel<3

anyone get teary-eyed? this summer was awesome. awwwww.

post your favorite picture of this summer. thnx.

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 19:14:11 GMT

wow. christies dream(www.livejournal.com/users/digitaltoast) made me cry. thats so sad. poo. anyway, the past few days have been good. peter's visit was lovely and i met a great person along with it, so it was nice. peter's my boy, i was really happy to see him, and hopefully we'll all see more of the two of them. :). west chester was fun. i dont want to go back to school. at all. BAH. going on strike can suck it. the end. i want spring break and i want summer, and i want our teachers to shut the fuck up and quit bitching. thanks. well, i have a few days until school starts, and i want to hang out with everyone, so call me or IM me and lets get this muhh fuckin party started. thanks.

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 03:12:08 GMT

let me be the first to say that 12 year old kids should suck it. i love sean and crystal. peter is coming to visit tomorrow! that should be cool, but sad, because i wont see him for a long time after this visit, im sure. :( i logged on livejournal to comment sean's journal but i forgot.
shit. sorry sean! i love you <33!youre my GIRL
um, yeah, so, schedule is as follows: tomorrow work 10:30-2:30, peter(?), CAROLYNS SHOW!, friday, wake up, have people over, GRANGE!, saturday, YWCA! woo
who wants to hang out this upcoming week?!

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 17:47:33 GMT

garsh. the cruise was so much fun. i cant even explain everything cuz i'll just take forever. basically we hung out with two english kids, brother and sister, named claudia and daniel every day and every night for seven days and it feels like i've known them forever. emily and i are visiting them in england next summer and im already excited. i met this guy peter, who was exactly like me and said the nicest most amazing things ever and ill miss him so much. there are so many people i missed, i cant even begin. i was really sad to leave, but im not gonna be all anti- malvern. i missed my friends so much, but in a different way that i miss everyone from the cruise, because most of them ill never see again for the rest of my life, which is very hard to swallow. enough about that, no one cares.
so, yesterday, after not sleeping for about 36 hours, i get off the plane and get home around 8:30, head to the show, wrong venue, get torn apart by my mom, get there, and realize that i love all my friends so much. im so happy i saw all of you. last night was the best thing to come home to. i had so much fun and im just so happy i know all of you.

so sappy. go cry. but leave a comment first ;)

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 18:55:57 GMT

ok, so, here's the deal
im going on a cruise from this saturday to next saturday. im looking forward to it, but im sad i have to leave. really sad. i love everyone, and i didnt get to see that many people before i left, which sucks, but i guess they're busy. ive had so much fun this summer, and, to be honest, this school year. i met so many people that now, thinking about it, i could never live without. i have so much fun all the time with my friends and i'm gonna die when they graduate without me. :( to be honest, either i've changed, or the people around me have changed a lot in the past year or two, because i dont see what i ever had to complain about or why i hated it so much here. Malvern isnt that boring, there are so many people in our school who are cool and go to shows and are so much fun, there are so many great people around here, so many shows, stuff to do, i dont see whats so bad about malvern. i love every person i hang out with to peices.
in conclusion: malvern isnt so bad, and neither are my awesome friends.

ATTENTION: on the cruise, i might get some computer dorks to show me how to go on the internet without paying, but if i cant, everyone has to call and leave messages, because i can check them, but i cant call anyone for some of the days, but i can text message everyone too, so send me texts. ill miss everyone!

<3333333345678910

mermermer

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 02:07:57 GMT

i dont really know why im updating....
im tired, and its only 10:00...i woke up at 10 this morning at christines and didnt get back to sleep and i am SO TIRED. today i hung out with cj christie sean and kyle. it was so much fun. food fights.
this is the most monotonous entry ever.
today was REALLY sunny out.
girls night volume 2 the zequel part two tomorrow night... so excited.
i saw meghan tonight<3..shes mah GURRL RUFF RUFF
im really confused about....things
this is more of a list than an entry...but im too tired to care, more so fix it
more people should call me
and more people should want to have 80's movie marathons.
im really tired and i keep saying weird things and zoning out. way cool

well, tv, food, sleep, whatever order that will go on

i want more text messages, too, by the way
kthnx

if my sadness needs a catalyst, i'll just uncover my eyes, so much stimulus

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 18:37:35 GMT

yesterday was fun. south street and free YYYs concert. pictures.

me all weird and fashioned out at lunch.

emily and lauren at lunch.

an attempt to be marilyn monroe while being yelled profane things by construction workers across the street.

and, of course, the cliche` emo train picture.hahaha.

cool pic of the train station.

train area.

our cab driver's licence.

y100 concert mosh pits. the epitome of lame.

Karen O was cool.

a picture i took a while ago but hadn't posted.

yeah. yesterday was a lot of fun. i really wish i saw carolyn play though. whenever the next one is im 100% there. yesterday i got a dark blue lingerie top, and an old school 80's style cut off belly shirt sweat shirt thing, its hot, and THE DESAPARECIDOS CD! its so amazing. Conor, along with his beauty, is an amazing musician. love ya conny. so. who wants to hang out tonight?

P.S. I SAW MEGHAN!!!!!!

P.S.S. during the encore, we danced our ASSES off with anna christie and her sister. coolest.thing.ever.

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 16:19:41 GMT

dear carolyn--
i love you so much and im so sorry i won't be there for your concert. im buying you a really pretty present at south street. IM SOWWY AND I LOVE YOU TO PEICES.
love,
allison

seriously, i have the best convos with you carol, LYLAS!

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 17:37:43 GMT

mad mark is awesome and loves commenting my journal..

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 21:27:44 GMT

Which My So-Called Life Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

that's right, bitchass!
if you dont watch my so-called life, you SUCK and i hate you.

the show was fun, i ghetto danced, cruise in 2 weeks and some days. WORD!
who wants to hang out this week?

sweetness, sweetness, i was only joking

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 18:03:05 GMT

so, i havent had one of those updating-for-the-sake-of-updating updates in quite some time. so here i go.
yesterday it rained more and longer than ive ever remembered. so of course, around 6 o'clock, im all, "hey im bored" so i go and blast "asleep" by the smiths so i can hear it outside, and i go play in the rain. it was quite a moment, it sounds weird when i explain it, i guess you had to be there, but now everytime i hear that song ill think of me playing in the rain. (and the perks of being a wallflower). yep. new icon, via nick, it's me if i were a south park character. pretty damn snazzy. Last night emily found out that that dickass that was supposed to give her buddha/JUDAH! totally backed out, so her and i went cat shopping at petco and she found mimi and roger, her two new buddies. then, emily and i went to the mall and i got pants for $7.90. HOTNESS!!! carolyn's last entry prompted me to do this:
dear friends,
i love you.
love,
allison

well, tonight, malvern fair or school of rock show? i'm up for anything with a theme along the lines of anti-boredom.

summer lovin

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 21:30:17 GMT

well, the beach was so much fun. emily and i went from last saturday to this saturday and it was such a blast. we met like 13 or 15 people or something, it was so much fun. we met these boys Nate and Tim, and Tim was a total babe and his band is playing with Nora which is pretty fucking awesome. we tanned every day for about three hours, and despite my very flattering back peeling, i didnt get that burnt. i also read the perks of being a wallflower, and i really loved it. yep, im the cool one who reads entire books on vacation. go team allison. after readign the book i felt a lot like charlie, in the aspect that all of his friends are older and in the end hes left ALL ALONE like i soon will be. siiiigh. theres this little strip of highway that we'd drive around on and it has lights on both sides and it reminds me of the tunnel that charlie talks about in the book that makes him feel infinite, and everytime emily and i would drive through it id feel really happy, its hard to explain but it was very cool. i have a picture of it but photobucket is REALLY COOL. lylas, photbucket. ill try to post it later. the beach consisted of: rob, car rides with queen and horse the band, cute boys, giggles and other things that i dont remember, but all in all, i had a great time. it was weird to come back home but it wasnt dissapointing at all. this summer should be a lot of fun. pictures will be uploaded later.

summer w000

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 21:02:48 GMT

this summer has been freakin swell so far
thursday--mall with christie and christine
friday-- the grange, lauren, christie and janellle came over, went to the mall, met up with SEEJ and went to my house, hung out, raced (and we WON ALL THREE TIMES) got ran over, hung out with peeps crystal slumbered.
saturday-- haircut, hung out with jason dan and emily at the exton diner. fun times
sunday--went to CHESTER ZECCAS house. ohh chet. fun times. slumbered at crystals.
monday-- crystal and i went to carolyns and made videos and went to main street with SEEJ ate pizza and cake and made lovely slutty friends. woooooo.
today--having alex over, going to the shopping center with some peeps and being cool.
alright SO, who wants to give me a ride home OR there from/to the show tomorrow?
road pleasure/many thanks will be included...
this summer is going to be a lot of fun, and i hope i meet more people like i did last summer...last summer was so much fun...siiiigh. beach in 4 days...im excited.
so, someone give me a ride tomorrow...dont all volunteer at once!

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 18:10:47 GMT

i would just like to say that this weekend was swell and full of a lot of last minute change of planning.
thursday emily and i went to go visit (cough, stalk) austifer at work. we dressed up in little girls' multicolored raincoats and hats and glasses and we trashed his work and it was so much fun. WOOOOOOOO.
Friday crystal came over and we boinked and didnt get a ride to the prize fight so we went to the exton mall, where we met up with none other than cj and kyle! they drove us to the dare i say show and we chillaxed and adam, crystal and i were on the way home and cody and sam called my cellular and invited us to slumber so me, crystal, christine, marcus, sam cody and adam slumbered at codys. it was a swell time.
Saturday crystal and i got a ride home from sean (WHO WOKE US UP AT FRIGGEN 9:00 TO SHOW US HIS POGO STICK) and we hung out and i napped and then my #1 boo jason picked us up and we went to west chester where NO ONE attended, so me, emily, christie, katee, and jason drove up to dennys and feasted and called peeps and went back to dub-c.
i came home and watched SNL and slept and sunday was full of not studying, as was last night.
today was finals and then emily drove us home and her greg and i went out to lunch.
im not eating the rest of the day, i ate so much. YICK!
summer in like..2 days WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 21:42:07 GMT

HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I GET MY HAIR CUT!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!
everyone comment and tell me or pay the price of DEATH.
kthnxbi

IM NOT TOO HARDCORE TO RAVE BITCHES

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 20:06:47 GMT

wooooooooooooooooo
this weekend was simply GRAND. friday was the rave at pat's house. it was SO much fun. i think i lost like 4 pounds from dancing. hahah. emily and i SERVED adam and dan. YES, WE DID. (we re-enacted you got served) and everyone danced the whole time and pat's other band played and they were fantastic and all in all the night was amazing. i had a great time. then, saturday emily left at 7:30 am and i slept til 12:30 and christie came over around 3 and we chilled and danced and seany morris picked us up (LATE) and we picked up sam and then went to the grange.(thankfully the boys are okay. I WAS DAMN WORRIED YOU TWO!) it was so much fun, everyone played wonderfully and we danced and looked at all the many attractive males and then went back to emilys house which was a grand time. (Emily:"and i was like, 'wow...i just shit my pants'")hahahahaha.
well, i'm tremendously excited for summer, and its SO close. who wants to make playdates for summer?!?!

happiness

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 19:54:03 GMT

last night i was thinking about being happy and how i have so much fun with my friends. and i thought of the last time i was REALLY really happy and i remembered this one day, and all these things remind me of that day: yellow, benches, fountains, white, leather jackets, text messages, airplanes, laughing, cuddling, glasses, car rides, hand holding, sunshine, warm weather, sweatshirts.
what do you think of when you think about being happy?

my milkshake

Mon, 31 May 2004 17:44:33 GMT

well, ive come to the conclusion that 5 day weekends are, in fact, THE SHIT. i had suuuuccchhh a good time.
thursday after our LOVELY assembly, i went over christine's house and we watched sex and the city and played with our celly tellys ("AL KELL") and then we traveled off to dans house where we watched strangers with candy, then sam and travis came over and we watched more TV, then sean, cody, sam, derek, and ben came over and we played tennis and beat eachother with the rackets everytime we messed up. hahahah. good times. then sean, christine, cody, sam, and i went to west chester and hung out at the parking garage, and adam came up and people skated then we went home.
friday i chillaxed and christie and carolyn came over and we went to west chester and hung out at penns table (SPEAKERBOXXXXXX) with a bunch of people, then we all went to fennario where we experienced an extremely K.A. show. afterwards we had a simply WONDERFUL car ride home which consisted of screaming "SENIORS 2oo4!!!!" and lots of dancing. christie and i being the rebels we are, saw bams hummer on the way to the car and wrote "bam sucks" on the back. AAAHHH w000!! rebels! then i slept over emilys and we...you know...had sex.
saturday crystal came over once again and we hung out and had a dance party and then went to carolyns where we danced and danced and hung out in the moonbounce and sang "my milkshake" (with my wonderful solos) and placed some wonderful phone calls. it was time to leave so christie and i went back to my hizzle and chizzled and that was that.
sunday christie left around 2:30 and the rest of the day i hung out til around 8 when austy and emily picked me up and we picked up kyle and drove around and went to the exton diner and i had tons of laughing fits and we drove some more and then i came home.
all and all, this weekend was so much fun, and i hope summer is a lot like this. it feels really close but really far, either way its gonna be so much fun. i love all of my friends so much, everyone i saw this weekend, you rock, everyone i didnt see (jason, dan) I FRIGGEN MISS YA.
can't wait til the 5th and SUMMER.
kthnxbyeLYLAS

are you done yet

Mon, 24 May 2004 22:18:49 GMT

let me just say that this weekend was friggen swell.
friday crystal came over and we danced and danced and ate and then went to the mall. (which you already know) then, saturday, emily, austy, and kyle picked me up in a horse and carriage (just kidding) and we went to relay for like 4 minutes (where i proceeded to put emily in the headlock position but she refused to give me..ya know..oral pleasure) after that, we went to a much cooler place, the movies, and saw mean girls. the movie was okay, but i have to say i fancied the AWESOME dancing going on in the movie theatre more than anything else. ("IF YOU HAVE SEX YOU WILL GET SYPHILLIS AND YOU WILL DIE")after mean girls, we went to wendys where austy was eating his food in a very gross manner. haha. then we headed off to LAME PEOPLE ROCK LAME PROM where there were a ton of people dressed in ACTUAL DRESSES acting really dumb. (NOTE: with the exception of: cj, kyle, seani, kaytee, and all the people i was with) all the bands were singing about "fuck you bush and fuck your mom" and stupid cool stuff like that. we left and went to kmart because they wanted to buy bandannas, which ended up taking us about an hour, then came back, and left again to go to this kickass diner. emily, crystal and i played britney spears and sang along and SOMEONE was too insecure about his female side to sing with, BUT, the three of us had fun. THEN our studly(kidding) but WEIRD waiter came up and tried to give us milk instead of a milkshake(WTF?!?!) and then i, ever so gallantly, put on meatloaf and drank too much soda and got WAY to hyper and yeah. it was a lot of fun. the most fun i had "at" punk rock prom. TTTHHHEEENNNN!!! (dun dun dun) cj gave us a ride to seans where crystal, sean, and i, then were escorted by his lovely sister to mickey D's at 11:30. we ate, watched strangers with candy (ID NEVER HIT YA...ID NEVER HIT YAA!!!!..gimme a VVV....A....GGGGGGGGGGGG!!), had some LOVELY girl talk, stayed up late, had some S-E-X, made some HAND PUPPETS, heh, and went to bed. the next MO'NIN we woke up and ate and ate and had sing alongs, and then...tear...we left. very sad. but all in all, girls night 2004 was a beautiful success. LYLAS. and today was school, and detention of course, then the lovely lauren adams picked up Alana and i and we all chillaxed in wayne and now im home. this weekend was wonderful and im sad its not summer but very very happy that there's only 3 1/2 days of school this week. HOORAH! who wants to plan a date for this weekend?!?
PS. THANK YOU TO LINDSAY FOR BEING THE ONLY AWESOME PERSON TO COMMENT MY LAST ENTRY.